Sitting in the Charlotte Airport! wheeeeeeeeeee!

I’m leaving in a little over 24 hours!!!!  This is so surreal, but at the same time, it isn’t. 

My heart already feels lonely though, but I know that I need to do this for me.  I know that when I come home, everything will be perfect and that S will still be here and that home will still be here and my dog will still be here.  

I know that a world exists outside of Boston and I never thought I would miss my life back home, but I already do.  I already miss my love and my bed and the normality of it all. 

And I haven’t even left Clemson yet.  

So tomorrow, all I’m going to do is lie in bed with Sohang and maybe cry a little bit, but not a lot. 

Normal college student behavior?

All I feel like doing is lying in bed with S and eating cheetos and watch Kitchen Nightmares and watch scary movies.  

Boston in 3 days and I usually get a lot of sleep…..not anymore.  

Sharing a room with three other girls and staying in dorms….yep…no sleep whatsoever.  Usually go to bed around 10….yeaaaaa…..that isn’t going to be plausible…I highly doubt it. 

It’ll be fun, you know, minus being homesick and missing Sohang!  

I’m so fucking excited though! hbeoughwriuhfihuwfgiruwwshuf 

Never thought I could love school this much in my life.